I'm looking at my case study, the first part of which is due tomorrow, and I feel like I'm about to scream. It's all entirely too structured, and I don't feel like I'm going to learn anything from this. This is where being at a junior college sucks. Even though this is supposed to be an "upper division" class (the teacher's words, not mine), I feel like it's all being dumbed down for me.
And I'm frankly sick of school. Sick of the lack of challenges, sick that I don't feel like I'm being given enough time to do it, sick of living at home, sick of this goddamned town...just *sick* of it all. I'm slowly going crazy, if I wasn't already, and...well, frustration.
I don't know what to do, and I'm already skirting a bit close to two AM. and I'm sicker than a dog, physically too.
I don't know what to do anymore.
I don't know.