the one and only truly amazing katster (katster) wrote,
the one and only truly amazing katster

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falling into the abyss.

there comes a point where exerting the effort to pretend that everything is fine, and to not lash out at people, and all that becomes too much. I'm somehow swamped in a fairly nasty depression, it's unfortunately situational, so my meds aren't really helping, and I'm 'not myself but I will be soon', or so I hope.

But anyway, the effort to pretend that I'm normal and everything's fine is beyond me at the moment, and I really hate exposing people to the maelstrom that is my moods, so I'm going semi-net.dead. How long I'll be? I don't know. I'm not sure what I'm going to do, or how semi-net.dead I'll be. I'll prolly not be on IRC, and I may not update this as diligently, and I'm not sure I'll be on my instant messengers. If you truly want to make sure I see something, email is the best route to go, and that's on my user info page.

Hopefully, I can do what I need to do, and the situation will be resolved, but if it's not, I'm just letting you know.

trying desperately to keep herself together,

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