January 23rd, 2002


just one of those days...

This day feels like it's bound and determined to suck no matter what I do. And I don't know why. I mean, I've been getting enough sleep. But I'm tired. I think it's pretty obvious I'm not a morning person...but I've been getting up at seven AM to do what I need to get done. And it doesn't matter what time it is, I'm always bitterly exhausted by the time evening rolls around...

And we're running at full tilt towards February. Yay.

Don't mind me, I'm kinda musing, and I don't have answers. Just that it's difficult to hang on by your fingertips to sanity, and that's what I'm trying to do. Because even if I can't do it for me, I'm trying to do it for other people, people who believe in me. And because they believe in me, even when I can't...that means the world to me.

But I'm just tired. Physically tired, mentally tired, emotionally tired.

just tired.

and I don't know what to do.
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