March 3rd, 2003


chaos follows me like moths to a candle flame...

Here I was, trying to decide about moving in the short term.

...and the long-term plan of moving in with Luns crashed and burned at my feet.

Logically, it makes perfect sense. Logically, I can't fault his logic (I don't know how much beyond Spring of '04 I'm going to be in the US, let alone in the Bay Area).

Emotionally, I feel somewhat betrayed. And angry at myself for not moving out with him last October when I had the chance, and I wonder if I'm going to be a fitting roommate for anybody.

I think I'll go cry for a while now.

[i need a "sad" userpic.]
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