March 25th, 2003

scared, trapped

not happy at the moment.

i hate this day.

i really hate this day.

all there is to it.

nothing major. not really. just things going minorly wrong with timing and frustration and it's all getting to me, maybe after a good cry it'll be better.

we'll see.

but even the dog doesn't want to be with me.
  • Current Mood
    gloomy gloomy
scared, trapped

pit of despair

o/~ nobody likes me/ everybody hates me/ guess I'm gonna eat some worms. o/~

I am very very tired right now, and pondering the advantages and disadvantages of just going completely net.dead. But I don't know if that's the best solution at the moment. All I know is that I'm tired, and burnt out, and net things don't hold the interest they did. I know of one huge problem going net.dead, and I'm not sure how I'd work around that one.

but I'm just so very very tired. and I'm trying to avoid the yawning gap, and failing miserably. and no, I don't think it's just going home, although I'm starting to think that I hate the doctor I see up here for some of my problems. I don't know. it's all pretty confusing at the moment.

And I just feel so very very alone.

But it doesn't really matter, does it?

I just...don't know anymore...
  • Current Music
    Enya - A Day Without Rain