October 26th, 2003


Sleep seems to elude me...

Another late night. I've really managed to bugger my sleep schedule and
it sucks a lot. And I'm not really sure why, because I don't really feel
manic, and at the moment I'm not really feeling depressed either, so I'm
not sure if it's either. Anyway, part of it is that I've got to quit
finding distractions right before bedtime.

I really have to stop this. I'm getting to the point that I'm not really
functional when I most need to be because I've stayed up until dawn.
(Although, I'm wondering if sunspot activity can fuck with brain chemistry
too, given that I spent most of the entirety of friday with a brain that
just refused to boot.)

Anyway...I'll shush now, because I need to sleep, but seeing dawn sucks no
matter whether you're just going to bed or just getting up.

Nini, LJ world.