the one and only truly amazing katster (katster) wrote,
the one and only truly amazing katster
katster
  • Mood: sad
  • Music: Jars of Clay - Much Afraid

i'm just not with it tonight.

it suddenly dawns on me, that with the exception of Luns (and he's usually looking for a dinner partner), nobody calls me. Okay, and Mom too, but that's different.

I'm not sure why this is. Well, I know Patrick doesn't really have the money at the moment or he would, but...I don't understand why nobody else calls me.

granted, not many folks have my phone number nor do I call many people, so I don't know why I'm upset about this.

[Oh yeah, if you have a phone number with the area code beginning with 530, I'm not there. And my folks prolly wouldn't appreciate fielding calls.]

It's just, I guess, a sign of the greater malaise. Depression is the mind killer.

now to make it through the night, eternal long second after eternal long second.

g'night LJ world.

[And now for the debate about whether to turn comments on or leave them off. I guess I'll leave them on. not that it matters much either way.]
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