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the one and only truly amazing katster

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First, before I get into this evening's topic, today is Zibb and mine's 19th month together. This one snuck up on me. I really love that boy.

Anyway, I'm a bit disappointed in me today. I've done next to nothing when I've been on my own. And I'm not sure why I haven't. I mean, I have to get homework done. And I have to pack. But I'm looking at the scope of what has to be done and I panic. And this is bad. I really need to do something.

It shouldn't be this hard. Binary trees are not difficult to understand. But i have some sort of panic problems with my programming abilities. And I need to get this done, goddamn it. and then do the other four assignments. I'm going ot die.

and packing the room is the same problem. I look at it and I get overwhelmed, which feeds the depression better than anything else I can think of. That's part of the reason I'm struggling in grad skewl so badly, is because I get overwhelmed easily. We'll see if it gets better this year.

Anyway, any tips on how not to get overwhelmed would be welcome. Thanks.

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