'cause I find I'm in a bit of need of outside reassurance even though it belies any claims of self-actualization I might want to make. 'cause I'm nowhere near self-actualization, so...
I find myself hesitant to ask this, because last time I got what sorta appeared to me to look like I was a lesser person because I had to ask for this sort of thing. And yeah, maybe I am. But it does make it really difficult to ask for it when I need it.
And yeah, that's about it.
