the one and only truly amazing katster (katster) wrote,
the one and only truly amazing katster

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yet more flotsam and jetsam from katster's crazy mind

There is so much I want to write about, and so little time that I haven't found much to say about anything. I'm a little slow on getting answers to that meme out too, I might point out, because I've sorta found at least a little bit of a groove for my fiction writing, even if it is only half a scene here and half a scene there. It keeps me from going completely off the deep end -- well, that and the happy pills the doctor gives me.

Speaking of the happy pills, I decided to be good again, and I've been taking them somewhat faithfully for the last week or week and a half. So maybe that's helping somewhat with the production values. I have no idea, sometimes I wonder if the whole bipolar thing is this elaborately constructed thing that lets me justify what I'm doing. I mean, that I'm not really sick, and the whole thing is an elaborate explanation for why I'm such a lazy shiftless slacker at times. Because I feel like I should be able to handle the weight of the world. And the fact that I'm so obviously not...

Anyway, I'm going to start working on the answers to this post tomorrow, and if you haven't gotten a request in, then go ahead. Because I don't mind doing them, and I'm probably going to do a few for folks who didn't, simply because I want an excuse to say how great certain people are. (And they're people who wouldn't ask in a million years, a couple of the folks I've got in mind.) If you don't think you deserve warmfuzzies, well, then you prolly need 'em most of all, so put a request in. ;)

And for those who aren't familiar with my radio show on Radio Free Mars, I figured I would remind you of it. It's every 8 PM to 1 AM Eastern (that's 5-9 Pacific) on Monday nights. Normally, it's mostly sheer randomness, but on the next show we're going to do a theme show. And the theme is "Kickin' It Eighties Style". I've gotten better at not making a fool of myself, so I invite you to tune in. It ought to be a fun show, even if I don't have nearly enough music to make a show right now. By showtime I will. No worries. :)

Other than that, I'm just struggling through, attempting to keep putting one foot in front of the other, just simply attempting to survive. But I'm a survivor. I've done it before, I'll do it again. But now it's time for bed. Or something like that.

Anyway, I should sleep now, it's 4 AM and the alarm is going to go off at 9.

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