the one and only truly amazing katster (katster) wrote,
the one and only truly amazing katster

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o/~ I'm going down to Cowtown, the cow's a friend of me... o/~

I'm gonna have to do something about this cursor on my windows box, I can't see it against the dark background. Yeah, I've been fiddling with my color inputs again. Although they say white on black is easiest to read on video monitors.

But that's enough of the technogeekery.

I don't have a lot to say tonight, except to caution myself and others into not biting off more than we can chew. I know, with me, that's a big temptation. I don't wanna do skewlwurk! I can find other cool things things to do! I can fly simulator and actually LAND my plane without crashing (although that's only happened once...).

And it's not just a matter of not wanting to do my schoolwork. I literally can't concentrate. There's a lot else to do, and not enough days to do it. And it doesn't help when I sit down to read my psych book and it talks about seizing the moment...

*sigh* it doesn't help.

Anyway, October was for the longest time my bad month. And then somehow it got shifted to February/March. I'm hoping like hell that all the stress on me doesn't push me right screaming into my worst depression since my senior year of college. But I can feel the pebbles grappling out from underneath me, and I'm scrambling for whatever traction I can get...and I'm not sure how to stop it.

But I did make a few decisions on how to proceed if I don't get news about what I'm hoping to hear sometime soon. Then again, maybe I don't want to know. I'm also trying to figure out how to tell people things they may not necesarily want to hear. That's difficult too. And how to deal with idiots. That's a fun one too.

Anyway, I'm rambling, and since I tend to not give specific details anyway (whee happy fun evil trust issues!), you prolly don't know what I'm talking about. C'est la vie, I guess.

Maybe I am too nice for my own good.

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