but I want to have some more time to ponder what's going on before I want to talk about it, because it's very complicated.
The one thing that does come to mind, though. I want my friends to be honest with me. Sometimes I'm not all together, so if you're going to tell me something that might not help the current situation, ask first, but OTOH, I want my friends to be honest with me. Sometimes I don't see things clearly, and I *know* this. So the input helps.
Yeah, this is on my mind from earlier. More later, if I can find the words to express the complicated feelings in my head. But I think I'm going to sleep now.