...it's suddenly dawned on me that I don't know the true meaning of angst. So I looked it up.
soda  dict angst
Main Entry: angst
Pronunciation: 'ä[ng](k)st, 'a[ng](k)st
Etymology: Danish & German; Danish, from German
Date: circa 1942
: a feeling of anxiety, apprehension, or insecurity
It was an emotionally exhausting day. I don't feel like talking about it ATM. But just...angst does not mean what you might think it means...